Run.
Jasmine wants
Thursday, October 11, 2007
I had really wanted to thank the people who helped me during the chalet and talk about the chalet and camp and everything good that has happened in my life, after all I am an optimist, but this is just too big for me to just focus on the good things -- my flesh is practically yelling out to me "I'm dead meat!" and I mean that literally as well.Went to the doctor on tuesday and he told me my wound was infected and that it would take quite long to heal. He said he did not know how deep my wound was since I dragged till two days ago to let him see it, so now the wound is pus-ing and the flesh around it is hard and feels dead. The very serious part that I'm trying to deny is that he said I might need surgery to remove the dead tissues after the wound has closed up. Yes, I know, which is why the pun exists. I am dead meat. I doubt I'm going on a bicycle anytime soon or even late. And, I have not told my mom. Actually, I'm not even really so sure of what the doctor said, did he say I MAY need or that I WILL need? Sighhs, right now I'm just confused and in hot soup. I just pray for antibiotics to help me. My brother says my wound looks clean, I guess he must be mistaken and must really go get his medical degree before diagnosing people further man.
So yeah, I really hate to admit it, but I really should have gone to see the doctor back on friday or at least saturday. The doctor said I should have gotten it stitched up although I was wondering how that could happen since it was a part of the flesh being dug up. But that at least my wound would have been covered up and infection would have been less likely to occur. I'm like in serious shit right now and am just trying my best to accept it as nonchalantly as I possibly can. But please don't start asking me the questions now, because I'm just as confused and I've learnt that since I'm not the doctor, I should not be offering my medical advice to anyone and that no one else should either unless he or she is a doctor. I'm sorry, I think with regards to my wounds and cuts and all injuries, I would be seeing a doctor to get it medically certified from now on. A really precious lesson learnt.
But all the same, I would like to tell all the people from chalet that I still appreciated their help a lot a lot a lot and that I am still eternally grateful to them for not leaving me there stranded. With all my heart and sincerity, thank you from the bottom of my heart. For that, I will organise the next chalet again. AHAHAS! :D